It is so hard to watch someone you love constantly disappointed by his/her family and friends. No matter what you do it is never good enough. No matter how much effort you put forth still not good enough. Everyone nags that you don't put forth an effort to see family or hang out with friends, why should I try? Every single time there is an invite to do something you do nothing but disappoint. Its heartbreaking, and even more heartbreaking to see that person is so used to being let down and disappointed that it no longer means anything, they just move on and keep trying. I have come to that point in my life where I have stopped caring. If you can't answer a single text, answer a question or put forth an effort for our relationship then obviously it is not that important to you. I can only hope that people start treating their family and friends like they should be and not realize it when it is too late. As for me, I am going to enjoy spending time with my family and friends and have the time of my life. I never know when my time will come and I will leave this place with no regrets, only memories <3. I will not have to spend my time looking back. Wondering what if? What could have happened? What if I did this? It is no longer worth my time. It may have taken 27 years to figure out but I'll be damned if I will be a doormat any longer and you can best believe I will help her figure out that she shouldn't be one either.
I am sure that someone will get upset with me speaking my mind, but what for? This is not directed at any one individual, its just a thought. And, there may be that excuse " I have a job" "I have kids" blah blah. Everyone has responsibilities, but if you don't make an effort to see these so-called important people in your life you will be left with nothing in the end. This is probably all over the place but isn't that what a blog is for? To express your feelings and thoughts?
Signing out,
M~
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